I'm actually a simple girl. As long as people treats me well, i will treat them well in return. But I have only one very very close friend. Recently, my bf went to Thailand for a riding tour so i was left alone lor. Actually, I dun really felt that I'm totally alone cos i still have my close friend. Yesterday, she told me something which made me abit speechless for some time. She said that she should be going to Australia to study soon. After i heard this, i really felt that she really is leaving from my life and suddenly i felt really really lonely. No friends, and also my bf not around with me for one week.

Actually i also thinking y for so many years studying and yet i have only one close friend. The fact is i also dunno. During my secondary school life, the friends that i chose to mix with is always a wrong choice. Firstly is a few girls whom the so called leader in the group always ask the others to ignore me for no reasons and also give me attitude with no reasons too. Second group was quite a bad one too. One of them is a back-stabber, and the other is a betrayer. Third group i'm with are all gangsters and that when i became a bad person, learn to smoke all that. But quitted eventually and to the last group where i met my close friend now with some other girls. From deep down my heart, i can feel that they don't like me except for my close friend. One of them always make it very obvious for me to see by always including themselves except me for everything. They actually hate me as i just suddenly enters their group and then became very close to one of their friends lor. But what to do?

Therefore when my close friend told me she is going overseas and look as if really its decided le, i felt real sad. I dun hang out with other friends. I only hang out with either her, my bf or all three of us go out together. I could not stop her from going cos i could not ruin her future so i really need time to get over this if she really leave.